Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

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So, I'm an avoidant. Sur-fucking-prise. Like I needed to take an internet quiz to figure THAT out?

Time for breakfast with the paternal unit again. Should be, uh, fun.

Everything, today, has felt just a little bit off.

I should have known from my dreams - dark, terrible dreams - that it would be like this. But there is nothing wrong, exactly. I am not sad, exactly. I am not anything, exactly.

The sky was low and grey and blank and featureless. I got up early to walk and just stayed in bed instead, staring out the window, half-asleep, for an hour.

My new incense is too strong and it gives me a headache to be in my room, and my eyes water, and my throat closes up. All that and I hadn't even burned any yet - I may never be able to stand the smell of jasmine again.

I am going to bed early, and I will wake up refreshed. The shadows will lift and tomorrow will be a bright and soft-edged day. I will feel right in my skin again.