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i used to be free-spirited, now i'm just free of sleep
This not sleeping thing? Sucks. Today I felt like a four year old who missed her nap and I acted like one too. Complete with the me me me and the I don't LIKE you, you're MEAN!
I debated long and hard about skipping my afternoon classes and taking a long nap instead, but in the end decided to be a good girl and go. Lit theory was HELL and I was tired to the point of pain. Screw Buddhism, I thought, went home, drew the shade, tried to sleep, failed. Vertical I am exhausted but horizontal my mind's a-racing. Physically I could cry and emotionally I could too. Just one good night of sleep, that is all I ask, is it really so much?
I took two Excedrin PM an hour ago; we will see if that helps.
Happy birthday to my mother, my heart, my rock, my favoritest person in the world. Approx. 43 hours until I can give her lots and lots of hugs.
Amazingly not-cold today. Except for being tired and wanting to cry, it's been a good day.
I debated long and hard about skipping my afternoon classes and taking a long nap instead, but in the end decided to be a good girl and go. Lit theory was HELL and I was tired to the point of pain. Screw Buddhism, I thought, went home, drew the shade, tried to sleep, failed. Vertical I am exhausted but horizontal my mind's a-racing. Physically I could cry and emotionally I could too. Just one good night of sleep, that is all I ask, is it really so much?
I took two Excedrin PM an hour ago; we will see if that helps.
Happy birthday to my mother, my heart, my rock, my favoritest person in the world. Approx. 43 hours until I can give her lots and lots of hugs.
Amazingly not-cold today. Except for being tired and wanting to cry, it's been a good day.