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* I keep thinking of all these things I want to write down, but then I get home and am unspeakably exhausted and all the words go away.
* But this is why I'm in law school. I remember now. So glad.
* I have lost any respect I might have once had for my roommate. I am at the point now where I just count down the days, and concentrate on not giving in to the urge to do her minor bodily harm and/or perform acts of vandalism on her things.
* No, seriously. Every time I walk past her car in the parking lot I have to quash the urge to key it.
* If ever I consider taking on a roommate again, please remind me of these past six months.
* But HURRAY I am moving SOON!!! I signed my new lease today and the place is MINE in eight days. Sadly it will be another month before I live there and am free of this hell hole.
* I have a cell phone now. I officially hate myself.
* I cannot, however, argue with the perks.
* So I have to keep harping on this. But I'm somewhat disturbed at just how strongly I hate my roommate. I want to be a better person than that. Emphasize the positive, recognize my own less-than-ideal roommate qualities namely serious anal-retentiveness, not be so judgmental because someone is so different in her values and choices and level of self-awareness. Alas. I can be very judgmental, and I can hold quite the grudge, I take things way too personally, and I AM anal-retentive. Not to mention elitist. And I wonder. What does continually removing myself from environments and people that bring out my least attractive qualities really do for me? I get happier because I'm not dealing with it anymore, but I didn't actually grow as a person. Faced with the same situation again, I'd react just the same.
* I am actually far too tired for even this mild level of thinking.
* But this is why I'm in law school. I remember now. So glad.
* I have lost any respect I might have once had for my roommate. I am at the point now where I just count down the days, and concentrate on not giving in to the urge to do her minor bodily harm and/or perform acts of vandalism on her things.
* No, seriously. Every time I walk past her car in the parking lot I have to quash the urge to key it.
* If ever I consider taking on a roommate again, please remind me of these past six months.
* But HURRAY I am moving SOON!!! I signed my new lease today and the place is MINE in eight days. Sadly it will be another month before I live there and am free of this hell hole.
* I have a cell phone now. I officially hate myself.
* I cannot, however, argue with the perks.
* So I have to keep harping on this. But I'm somewhat disturbed at just how strongly I hate my roommate. I want to be a better person than that. Emphasize the positive, recognize my own less-than-ideal roommate qualities namely serious anal-retentiveness, not be so judgmental because someone is so different in her values and choices and level of self-awareness. Alas. I can be very judgmental, and I can hold quite the grudge, I take things way too personally, and I AM anal-retentive. Not to mention elitist. And I wonder. What does continually removing myself from environments and people that bring out my least attractive qualities really do for me? I get happier because I'm not dealing with it anymore, but I didn't actually grow as a person. Faced with the same situation again, I'd react just the same.
* I am actually far too tired for even this mild level of thinking.