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Woe, my time off is almost over. At least I have another short week?
I am cutting myself off from American Apparel until I am capable of only purchasing what I planned to purchase when I go there. I don't care how awesome and comfortable and layerable everything there is. Self-control. Where is mine. Ugghhh but I have the oversized pocket cardigan now and it is the best thing ever. I had this epiphany a few weeks ago that I love American Apparel for the same reasons I love Ikea. And... that was as far as I got with that thought. It makes some sort of sense, somehow, in my head. It is something like - okay, usually I want to be a special snowflake and get slightly cranky if people have the same things I do. Except with Ikea, I love going to other people's apartments and houses and being all hey! that's the Lack coffee table! And the Expedit bookcase! I have those!! It's no different with clothing, it makes me happy to see other people wearing the same American Apparel stuff that I own, whereas, like, this girl at the sweatshop had the same tweed coat I have and it made me cranky-face every time I saw her.
And I'm pretty sure that still makes no sense.
I have to trim my bangs later. It doesn't matter how many times I do it, it still stresses me out.
I made myself a REINVENT♥ bracelet earlier because I am exactly that kind of crazy, and now my cat is trying to eat it. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN.
I am cutting myself off from American Apparel until I am capable of only purchasing what I planned to purchase when I go there. I don't care how awesome and comfortable and layerable everything there is. Self-control. Where is mine. Ugghhh but I have the oversized pocket cardigan now and it is the best thing ever. I had this epiphany a few weeks ago that I love American Apparel for the same reasons I love Ikea. And... that was as far as I got with that thought. It makes some sort of sense, somehow, in my head. It is something like - okay, usually I want to be a special snowflake and get slightly cranky if people have the same things I do. Except with Ikea, I love going to other people's apartments and houses and being all hey! that's the Lack coffee table! And the Expedit bookcase! I have those!! It's no different with clothing, it makes me happy to see other people wearing the same American Apparel stuff that I own, whereas, like, this girl at the sweatshop had the same tweed coat I have and it made me cranky-face every time I saw her.
And I'm pretty sure that still makes no sense.
I have to trim my bangs later. It doesn't matter how many times I do it, it still stresses me out.
I made myself a REINVENT♥ bracelet earlier because I am exactly that kind of crazy, and now my cat is trying to eat it. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN.