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she's less than sure if her heart has come to stay
Fucking hell, I'm way too fucking emotional today. Why does this song pull me like this?
I feel shattered inside. Bones made of fractured glass, splinters ripping me apart from the inside out.
And fic should not have power like this. Nothing should be so destructive and so despairing and so raw and so, so, so good. The apocalypse has never been more terrifying, or more stunning.
Damn the X-Files anyway. Damn myself for getting sucked into another fandom. Damn it all to hell; I'm going to go watch the pilot and drink diet coke and not think about anything but the blinding sweet numbness of self-delusion.
I feel shattered inside. Bones made of fractured glass, splinters ripping me apart from the inside out.
And fic should not have power like this. Nothing should be so destructive and so despairing and so raw and so, so, so good. The apocalypse has never been more terrifying, or more stunning.
Damn the X-Files anyway. Damn myself for getting sucked into another fandom. Damn it all to hell; I'm going to go watch the pilot and drink diet coke and not think about anything but the blinding sweet numbness of self-delusion.