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ivyology ([personal profile] ivyology) wrote2001-12-12 07:13 pm

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This sort of thing happens to me when I have too much work and too little time to do it in. I was sitting in my last Chinese poetry class and was suddenly in a state of panic over whether or not humans have souls.

I was thinking about reincarnation, see. And then I was thinking about the oft-argued fact that reincarnation isn't logical considering the exponential population growth throughout history. But I really like the idea of reincarnation, see, so I was trying to think of a way to make it somehow feasible anyway, and that was when I suddenly realized that I had no definitive proof that there is even such a thing as a soul to make reincarnation possible. I mean, it could likely all just be the happenings of neurons and brain chemistry and the like, right?

I know it seems astonishing that I have only just questioned this. It is, really. I have no issues doubting the existence of God or reality or anything else, really, but here I've spent twenty years taking souls on faith.

I feel so bereft now. I feel very, very lost. I want to know, damn it! What is the soul, does it exist, or have I just been willfully ignorant all these years?

[identity profile] solipsist1001.livejournal.com 2001-12-14 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
but there HAS to be a soul! without it, what would be the point of all this? life would be too empty to bear...

and if you don't believe me (and why should you?) would you believe webster?

...:: soul n. spiritual and immortal part of human being; seat of emotion, sentiment, and aspiration; the center of moral powers; spirit; the essence; the moving spirit; a human being. -ful a. full of soul, emotion, or sentiment. -fully adv. -less a. without a soul; not inspired; prosaic [O.E. sawol].